Okay, so I'm one of
them girls who fanaticises about having a family , getting married doing all
the life goals.. So the day that my SO said maybe we should start trying to
have a baby. My immediate thought was Yay! All we need to do is to have sex and
that will happen...
Oh boy was I wrong.
I had been on the
mini pill for 6-7 years. Obviously I tried to have breaks at some point, but
the mini pill basically stopped me from having a period, and at the time I
thought 'Praise the high heavens that I don't have a visit from the dreaded
Aunt Flo every month..' Now I'm starting to hate my self.
So back to current
time, I thought maybe stopping the pill and next month you'd be pregnant..
That's what they teach you in sex ed. DONT HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX OR ELSE. Each
month we try different things, so in previous months I had just been laying
still after, raising hips, legs all sort.. It wasn't successful but gave us
both a giggle.
The scary bit is how
down you start to feel about it, which is the worse thing. Every one says don't
worry it will happen or just don't think about it. You can't, you become
obsessed. Disappointed every time you see Aunt Flo's ugly face. The thing that
hurts the most is my SO's face when I ask him to chuck me down a tampon or run
to the shop. But we'll keep trying.
So now we have brought this thing called 'Conceive Plus', its a fertility lube. I had done so much research on it before buying. At first you think its just a gimmick, so I research the website and other fertility lube websites. It was £8.99 on amazon. I thought what's £8.99 (maybe the cost of one pregnancy test) it may or may not work. No harm in trying.
I have seen many
reviews on this product, so once this months over may write a review for any
other TTC's.
Take Care,
SIMPLY KATSINELLA.
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