Number 5- Hello Aunt Flo.

I'm not going to lie ladies, I HATE this part. 

The day I got my period, Aunt Flo, The red sea, The crimson wave, I had a major meltdown, I tried to hold it in. At work I was trying to be cheerful whilst my body felt like she was betraying me. I kept it together until I got into his car. We had company and didn't want to be seen crying like a crazy lady in the front seat. I waited it out. Kept quiet, just said I was tired...

When I finally got up to safety of our room, I cried. I messaged my BFF who's so involved in my journey. The SO finds me and for some reason, it clicks , he knows why I'm sad straight away. You can see he is. We cuddled and cried. 

I think that's what is needed. Cry it all out. I felt better after. 

So a new month begins, I'm starting to look after my body more and more each time. Learning new tricks.

I've learnt, its okay to cry. You need to, except that loss. But remember each time your period comes, your body is NOT betraying you (It bloody well feels like it though) its telling you, 'Hey, you can get pregnant you beautiful specimen, Just not yet.'

So Chin up, Shoulders back, Lashes on, Heels slaying. Take the world as your catwalk.

Take Care,

SIMPLYKATSINELLA